So...today's been productive. I've managed to finish my entire biology study, and feel good about it. I've even found time to practice my music. I've eaten good food, helped around the house. So all in all, an alright day.
Oh and yeah, decided to have a huge argument with that person, love of my life. Now that wasn't so great. We aren't talking, how stupid. I don't want to cave and talk to her first but i do want to. I want her to apologize to me, because then i'll apologize too. But i only can wish and hope because i know she is great at ignoring me. I suck at it, i mean even now I'm trying to procrastinate FROM TEXTING HER. How stupid is that.
So i hope she'll txt me, and that we can clear it up, all i wanted was to see her because home is like a hell-box at the moment. She's the breath of fresh air, the eye of the storm, the calm waves at the beach for me.
I hope she'll talk to me soon. I need company. Well, i need her company. Not company in general, just hers. Oh well...
In due course i hope, she'll realise she wants to see me too. Or at least talk, i could handle that for now. That would distract me from the hell-box enough.

*sigh*